Thursday, April 28, 2005

Winding Back

Tonight the word slips and slides the corridors of memory
the threads don't meet, the weave's askew
warp and weft have been distended
I circle and yet I cannot find the center.

I knew that passage long ago
and held it firm , taped the eccentric word
into its proper place
and told it well but now it disappears.

Lonely, that's it, the reason's clear enough
I've lost that bit because you are no longer here
and cannot pick up the pattern
that we knew
together.

Hold fast my love
for we are growing old
walk with my hand in yours
love me in the morning
as the dawn breaks
Hold fast my love
for without you
I cannot be
complete







For me the only mirror needed to consult
is my face reflected
in my love's eyes
and knowing
that he sees himself
in mine

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Memory Shadows

Time, grow cold
a silver day wide whipped
clouds unfold move to the east

Weary the memory
fades into darkness

Shadow embraces
the lonely space

Stone walled
garden turns to grey

Dry stocks
whisper together
wait for the winter wind
bend, break, decay

Rooted in deep earth
in a stranger’s place
she makes her shadows

Monday, April 11, 2005

Leaving

She walked slowly
bare toes curling into soft earth
a yellow dandelion in each hand

She touched the dandelion to her nose and made
her nose all yellow put out a small tongue
and tasted the shining dewdrop

She climbed the hill beside her house
and saw long wire fences
telephone poles
and far across dark fields
a water tower

Later, later when she had learned
to count, and tell direction she could name
the places marked by tall red elevators
From her hillside she could see
five villages and the distant town
one day she knew she would climb higher

One day she’d find a way
to walk to the place where two bright rails
joined and tipped over the farthest edge
One day, she knew, she’d be old enough
to ride by herself across the prairie
go to the distant city, where from
a roof top she could see mountains

One day, she did, and swung in a gondola
high above the city, high above the land
where fields of yellow wheat, pale green poplar
and lavender flax flowers bloomed, where the grey
road bent through the valley, and the fences
disappeared over the horizon

At the far edge, the farthest edge
the mountain broke the long curve
she must climb higher, so she did
and found, another mountain
on the other side, and another, until
she grew bolder, flew , farther and farther
westward, ever westward, through the long
day, and through nights, nights of her learning
days of restless wonder, through years


She rested, rested on the farthest edge
beyond the mountains, rested on the long white line
where green water met the evening sun
rested and knew this was the place